Today started out really rough, my two girls Myleigh and Makayla had a rough time getting along today and it was to much for me, so I finally just put myself in time out in my room, and took a breather. After a little while these two sweet notes came flying under the door. It actually reminded me of Kenzie, She did that when she did something that wasn't nice, then felt bad about it.
Later, Tyler came home and brought me some roses. I told him "thank you" and he said "they are not from me, they are from Kenzie" I gave him a look, and he told me he was driving home and passed the cemetery and said he heard Kenzie's sweet voice say "buy mom some roses" so he went to the store and bought me roses from her. My heart just broke achy to hold her on my special day. 😭
Then the girls had a dance audition, so I dropped the girls off and went and visited with Kenzie while they did their audition. I brought her one of the roses and thanked her for the sweet gift. As I sat there talking with her about everything that happened today. I changed the subject to us going to dinner tonight and that I wished she was here with us to celebrate my birthday. I told her that when we go I want a sign that she will be there with us.
Well, we got to the restaurant and got bumped back a little bit in the line, but we finally got seated. After a little bit, I realized that we got put at a table that had an extra chair right across from me while every one else was sitting on benches. It was the only chair in that whole section that had tables and benches. I then knew it was a chair just for Kenzie, and she was there with us celebrating my birthday. I'm so thankful that she wanted me to know that she is still with us and takes time out of her busy day on the other side to be with me. I thought last year's birthday would have been the hardest birthday without here, but this one was way harder for me. I miss Makenzie so much and just wish she was here with us.
On a happier note, since Kayla's birthday was this month she was able to ride the saddle at Texas roadhouse with me for our birthday, and then I got some yummy smelling candles for my birthday.
It has been a very emotional, draining day. But at the end of the day I'm glad I was able to have that sweet sign from Kenzie and be with my family.
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